All I need is You...

Thank you Satan for causing me to stumble.  Thank you for allowing me to fall.  Thank you for eating away at my insides and watching me struggle.  Thank you.  Thank you.  Thank you. 

I was doing so well.  So, what happened?  Satan decided to creep in so he could have his way with me.  He tried to pulled me away from the happiness I've been feeling, ripped open my healing wounds.  So, I have to say thanks.  Why?  Because through the acknowledgement of his presence, I can move forward.  I can get back up and fight back.  I'm not going to let these situations define me.  I can't and  I won't.  I did that for far too long and it created a hatred inside of me that I don't want to see again.  Peoples' belittlement of others is absolutely depressing.  It hurts and angers me that I allowed people to define me for so long.  Control me.  Influence me.  Guide me.  I'm so thankful I've removed myself from those situations, mostly.  I'm upset with myself that I'm allowing silly rumors tear me down.  Yet, I'm so grateful for the people God has strategically placed into my life.  I'm encouraged that I don't have to move backwards any longer.  I can't let the bitterness I released back into my heart.  

Jesus, abide in me.  Have Your way with me.  Change me.  Make me.  Mold me.  Break me.  Shape me.  Use me.  Teach me to allow You.  Cast out my fleshly desires and point me towards You. 

"All my eyes wanna see is a glimpse of You!

All I need is You
All I need is You, Lord
Is You Lord
All I need is You

You hold the universe
You hold everyone on earth
You hold the universe
You hold You hold"